Challenges.
HopeI've calmed down a bit after two days, thank goodness. Much thanks to those who cheered me up, here and over at my Multiply and Plurk. XD You don't know how much your support means to me -- they're important and.. gah, I can just feel those tight hugs! Hahaha~ Anyway, for here on out, I'll deal with it myself (but not entirely neglecting your moral boosts!) and... just keeping the faith on the results. I did what I can and it's all up to Him now. My friends and I feel the same thing. So lemme thank you guys again for making me happy! Many hugs!
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Okay, okay.. so I haven't updated my dA after I spammed it with three of my pictures as Undertaker... and I do want to shove it down my archives so they won't be seen on my main page, but I haven't done any real artwork for the past month.
Er, yes, I've been a bum since the dreaded Board Exam last month, and I haven't even picked up a pen, drawn on my sketchpad, or tried painting a bit, and/or tried digitally coloring some of my linearts. I so totally suck in those things, but what keeps me more miserable is that I haven't done anything to get a "level-up". And there's nobody else to blame except me--and this laziness of mine. OTL (but I was close to coloring my stuffs in my other laptop if I hadn't been too sleepy to hold my tablet pen straight)
*sigh* It's Cosfest over at Singapore this weekend... And I feel utterly depressed not being able to go. I would have loved to see *Cvy, ~Kanasaiii, ~LennethXVII and many others, and to be able to experience the conventions held there. I would have loved to be their Undertakerrrrrrrrrrrr (even though they would or wouldn't do Kuroshitsuji anymore, hahaha). ;A;
I hope I can fly over there in time for AFA '09. I shouldn't keep my hopes up too high though, else I'll be the one who'll be most disappointed. Expect the unexpected.The biggest challenge for me at the moment, however, is not flying over to Singapore, or making props for Undertaker, or costume adjustments, or becoming dizzy taking notes and writing down goals and objectives for the meeting this July 18 for our 2nd (and probably final Kuroshitsuji shoot). The toughest challenge that I have to be prepared would be....
...THE BOARD EXAM RESULTS ARE TO BE RELEASED ON JULY 26. 18 DAYS FROM NOW. TWO DAYS AFTER MY BIRTHDAY.
How will I be able to have fun or even stay put during my birthday? orz
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mors mortis certus, hora incertus
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mors mortis certus, hora incertus
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(...and I
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mors mortis certus, hora incertus
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Draw and shoot until your arms fall off.
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Images contaminate us like viruses. - Paul Virilio
I ish going to try to update me deviant.....ahahahaha
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when you sleep your dead
when you wake your reborn
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